Al-Fatehah to our Legendary King of POP, Michael 'Mikaeel' Jackson. He passed away due to cardiac arrest a.k.a. heart attack. His sudden death saddens me & the rest of the world... It has been confirmed that he is a Muslim by his brother, Jermaine Jackson. (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009) ~Innalillah Wa Innalillah Hi Rojiun~
Sorry of my long absence. Quite busy nowadays. And now, I'm to & fro to NUH to visit my Yai (grandfather in Javanese language). His health condition is becoming worse to worst. I just simply 'redha'. The only thing is I have to stay positive and prepare for the worst.
Received news through teleconversation dated 28th May 2009 from one of my aunts that Yai's health condition becoming worst. He is gasping want to breathe. So me & my families rushed down to my Nyai's house. Had to ride taxi even though it is a very short distance. Upon reaching, there's an ambulance waiting. At Nyai's house, there's a few of Civil Defence officials attending the urgency. On that point of time, I burst into tears. Simply can't help it upon seeing Yai gasping to breathe. Mami Ilah accompanied him in the ambulance to NUH. And my parent, Ibu Ayu & Mak Ros rushed to NUH taking taxi ride. Called my Dear Fiance to rush down to my Nyai's house. And he did. Feel bad of waking him up. (He has to work night shift on that day.) And I, have to take care younger cousins and comforting my Nyai. Received call from my eldest brother to asked Nyai to prepare herself as he will drive Nyai to NUH. My heart felt uneasy but have to hide it. I just recited Ayatul Qursi to ease my uneasiness. Asked my younger cousins to have early dinner. And they did. Received news from Ika (my younger cousins) from Mak Ros through teleconversation that Yai has no hope. That news made me & my younger cousins burst into tears. Then, Mami Ilah bulge in front of us asked us to prepare as we need to rush down to NUH visit Yai. All prepared and managed to get a Comfort cab. With me has Hafiz, Dahlia, Azim & Farah tagged. Throughout the journey, we recited some doas and burst into tears. Reached NUH, we rushed to ward 61. (We got special treatment as every family members allowed to visit Yai despite of the strict rules due to H1N1 cases.)
When everyone of the families saw Yai's condition, everyone cried. Recited Surah Yassin, Istighfar, Shelawat to Yai. He needs oxygen support to ease his breathing difficulty. (Till now, actually.) Because of this, I applied Time Off. For me, 'FAMILY FIRST'.
Even yesterday dated 29th May 2009, I went to NUH. Whole of the families visited Yai. We did conquered the Waiting Room as we were not allowed to gather in front of the isolation room.
Just now dated 30th May 2009, Yai transfers to another ward. But still, the condition has no changes. Whole of the families including my Dear Fiance visited him. Firstly, Kak Intan who brought along her laptop. But can't find 'Wireless@SG' coverage. So have to use my Dear Fiance Starhub Mobile Broadband device. Webcam-ed with my cousin, Aizul, who is at Norway. He got Job Assignment there. Aizul longing to see Yai. And he managed to see Yai through MSN Webcam conversation. Alhamdulillah.
Ya'Allah, Aku redha apa yang akan berlaku selepas ini. Kau tetapkan semangat Yai ku ini. Amin Ya Rabbal Al' Amin.
OK, side track of the story, I already bought some of my gubahans items. Alhamdulillah.
♥12:06 AM ...
Wednesday, April 22, 2009;
Went to CCK Polyclinic 2 days ago. The doctor prescribed me a bottle of cough syrup, a bottle of gargle solution for my sore throat, a tab of small yellow flu pills & a tab of lozenges. Drank plenty of warm water. Alhamdulillah, it does subside my sickness.
Now, I am recuperating from FLU. Still have the nasal voice which irritates me BADLY. Still SUFFERINGBLOCKED NOSE late at night. But everything is OK.
Thanks, Allah S.W.T., for curing my sickness. Thanks once again for keeping me healthy to carry on my life.
Amin... Ya Rabbal Al'Amin...
♥7:57 PM ...
Tuesday, April 21, 2009;
When will the FLU BUGS fly away??? I 'kena' FLU. The RUNNING NOSE simply can't tolerable. Even for the PHLEGM in the throat irritates me. UNSTOPPABLE coughing & BLOCKED NOSE made me stay awake till late at night.
Now, I'm at workplace. Enduring my sickness. So sleepy.
Yesterday night, I heard some news from Mak regarding about Yai's medical conditions. Yai's lungs are not in good condition. Mak also said that the doctor recommends Yai to use a life support. This part sadden me most.
Mak also said there is an alternative way. But have to use steroid to ease his breathing difficulties. I know that there is side effects but WE have no choice. For Yai's health sake.
Ya Allah... Please give my Yai some strength of life.
When will my maternal grandfather, Yai, recovers? It's nearly 1 week he's in ICU ward. Need a breathing support as he always panting to catch a breathe. The doctor diagnoses him that he has a weak heart. The news which makes my heart breaks.
I won't stop praying for him.
Visited him at NUH reminds me of my late paternal grandfather, Yai Bat. *Al-Fatehah* He passed away due to natural causes 9 years ago. I miss him.